++ love ++
I always only think it is painful.
Nevertheless, as usual
Budding love
By my desire as foolish
It gives oneself up and anything disappears.
It is betrayed by a light expectation at one o'clock.
It is damaged and suffers.
It cries in tatters.
It sheds tears, it throws, and refreshingly.
It is some day settled.
Though it is such a repetition
Moreover, it comes to like someone.
The degree is a degree that seems to fall. seem to go mad
By vanishing of the degree reason that seems to collapse
Word that tells and doesn't cut to which desire is not told
One o'clock for you even if it is capricious
Even love at only moment : because it doesn't care.
Please let me realize small hope.
You like it.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
11.08.2009
wasn't eternal
++ wasn't eternal ++
Dream of talking about getting warm of touching skin in the future
There was no what felt such dear.
It only watches even if talking casually each other.
It falls in love so much, it doesn't part ..abhorring..,
and it is done what it is.
It believes so and it confirms it so each other.
It was thought this time was eternal.
It was such dear and did not do any doubt.
Until that day realized that there in this world.
I who was nothing but seeing you whom opponent has off.
It is such painful and miserable of oneself.
In forgotten impossible such a thing.
The time spent with you doesn't vanish.
Dream of talking about getting warm of touching skin in the future.
There were no what felt such dear.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Dream of talking about getting warm of touching skin in the future
There was no what felt such dear.
It only watches even if talking casually each other.
It falls in love so much, it doesn't part ..abhorring..,
and it is done what it is.
It believes so and it confirms it so each other.
It was thought this time was eternal.
It was such dear and did not do any doubt.
Until that day realized that there in this world.
I who was nothing but seeing you whom opponent has off.
It is such painful and miserable of oneself.
In forgotten impossible such a thing.
The time spent with you doesn't vanish.
Dream of talking about getting warm of touching skin in the future.
There were no what felt such dear.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
winter sky
++ winter sky ++
The grain of a small snow.
Way of white spider silk
To the ways of us who were too young
It buoyantly drifts buoyantly.
It runs about the sky of winter.
Small grain that shouldered hope
If it is fueled by the wind, it is soon.
Though it seems to put out
It flutters down slowly.
It gets off one by one.
In the melting aspect if you touch
Though delicate feelings are too transient
It is there if looking about.
As it hesitating toward to where
A small desire is carried.
It dances one by one and it gets off.
Interstice of hope and failure
It gets off slowly while shaking.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
The grain of a small snow.
Way of white spider silk
To the ways of us who were too young
It buoyantly drifts buoyantly.
It runs about the sky of winter.
Small grain that shouldered hope
If it is fueled by the wind, it is soon.
Though it seems to put out
It flutters down slowly.
It gets off one by one.
In the melting aspect if you touch
Though delicate feelings are too transient
It is there if looking about.
As it hesitating toward to where
A small desire is carried.
It dances one by one and it gets off.
Interstice of hope and failure
It gets off slowly while shaking.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Embarrassed
++ Embarrassed ++
The rumor if there is previously truth
I do not want to hear anything any further.
Your geniality had the solution.
Wry comments were only beaten.
Even if it hits each other or it fights
It laughed at the end somehow each other.
Speaking face to face
It was only embarrassed.
In years how many
There is a desire that doesn't change either.
Even if it hits each other or it fights
Re-former after all
Nobody, not being possible to say also :.
Only as for you, the solution grows dark selfishly.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
The rumor if there is previously truth
I do not want to hear anything any further.
Your geniality had the solution.
Wry comments were only beaten.
Even if it hits each other or it fights
It laughed at the end somehow each other.
Speaking face to face
It was only embarrassed.
In years how many
There is a desire that doesn't change either.
Even if it hits each other or it fights
Re-former after all
Nobody, not being possible to say also :.
Only as for you, the solution grows dark selfishly.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
was a mistake
++ was a mistake ++
On the day when you reported the goodbye
Time passed fairly.
It was sad or is lonely.
It is not possible to show in such an easy word.
However, it answers of your getting.
Whether is it its correct answer or not?
I do not have from the solution.
Perhaps, only you must have from the solution.
To you possibly still
Though it might not be from the solution
It sometimes thinks.
When the person hears it, it is unlimited.
To you mistaking convenient.
Your being likely being likely to show up again
If you often think though it is impossible
Though it is true and it is not possible
It is not possible to do very.
I powerless looked small.
It thought what you were able to do.
The answer that has come out
See off no....
When it is a correct answer
It was settled in I.
Nothingness that remains back
Dilemma that cannot do anything
Still, you
I was going to have given a clear-cut attitude.
What did you at that time have?
The real reason
I do not know yet.
And, to me at that time
It is only accepted.
There is from the solution whether there was a container.
It is and becomes confused surely.
Though was not anything able to be done
However, now.
It is possible to finish receiving it now surely.
I am only felt like so.
Still, if it returns
Because everything is caught
Will of surely receive it
Even what fact
Even if it is pointed at the presence
Solution selfish
Even if you ..these kind of things.. think
Being not able to meet you any longer
There is a solution on the head.
was tightened and tears spilt.
Regret word.
It will become mortifying later.
It is what really as shown in the character.
After all, having realized it.
Result of putting out of me at that time
The answer
When it was a mistake.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
On the day when you reported the goodbye
Time passed fairly.
It was sad or is lonely.
It is not possible to show in such an easy word.
However, it answers of your getting.
Whether is it its correct answer or not?
I do not have from the solution.
Perhaps, only you must have from the solution.
To you possibly still
Though it might not be from the solution
It sometimes thinks.
When the person hears it, it is unlimited.
To you mistaking convenient.
Your being likely being likely to show up again
If you often think though it is impossible
Though it is true and it is not possible
It is not possible to do very.
I powerless looked small.
It thought what you were able to do.
The answer that has come out
See off no....
When it is a correct answer
It was settled in I.
Nothingness that remains back
Dilemma that cannot do anything
Still, you
I was going to have given a clear-cut attitude.
What did you at that time have?
The real reason
I do not know yet.
And, to me at that time
It is only accepted.
There is from the solution whether there was a container.
It is and becomes confused surely.
Though was not anything able to be done
However, now.
It is possible to finish receiving it now surely.
I am only felt like so.
Still, if it returns
Because everything is caught
Will of surely receive it
Even what fact
Even if it is pointed at the presence
Solution selfish
Even if you ..these kind of things.. think
Being not able to meet you any longer
There is a solution on the head.
was tightened and tears spilt.
Regret word.
It will become mortifying later.
It is what really as shown in the character.
After all, having realized it.
Result of putting out of me at that time
The answer
When it was a mistake.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
innocence
++ innocence ++
Fact of name of past
What is a target god's will to live?
The translation is from the solution.
Only in inertia
Time passes.
Moment when clock hand comes in succession
The memory when old crosses each other.
The harmony of time and the space begins to fall into disorder.
When it is a machinelike mind
Some day pitifully
Eye difference of contempt
It sublimes to the blink of the delight.
Only the record made the best use of
This stagnation was supported.
It is not profitable or useless.
It is ..appropriating..
as for words and phrases that can be measured and known.
It
Crime of name of innocence
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Fact of name of past
What is a target god's will to live?
The translation is from the solution.
Only in inertia
Time passes.
Moment when clock hand comes in succession
The memory when old crosses each other.
The harmony of time and the space begins to fall into disorder.
When it is a machinelike mind
Some day pitifully
Eye difference of contempt
It sublimes to the blink of the delight.
Only the record made the best use of
This stagnation was supported.
It is not profitable or useless.
It is ..appropriating..
as for words and phrases that can be measured and known.
It
Crime of name of innocence
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
product
++ product ++
Accepting also
Solitude cannot be shaken off.
You may worry and suffer.
Saving only one person also
Even carrying out oneself
It may seem to be annoying.
Small happiness in the presence
In whom is the right to grip
Even if you damage someone at times
You may become selfish.
Without difficultly thinking
As it is it lives and all.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Accepting also
Solitude cannot be shaken off.
You may worry and suffer.
Saving only one person also
Even carrying out oneself
It may seem to be annoying.
Small happiness in the presence
In whom is the right to grip
Even if you damage someone at times
You may become selfish.
Without difficultly thinking
As it is it lives and all.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
swore
++ swore ++
It always fights.
It became it in this way why.
Even if it thinks or it thinks
There is no cause from the solution.
What can you do now?
It suddenly noticed it.
It swore it in pure those days.
Important thing
It noticed it at time in the evening.
That every day
It has forgotten now.
I in those days.
The unshakable oath
Though it is not thought that it is
The loved thing with love.
Those days that were able to be said obediently
It so borrowed the solution and it dressed it.
Because it is us
You loved
You who was important
It is not the past again.
Let's do that it is important soon.
It was easy.
Your smile and the resentful look
All are anything the favor.
It is always too much in by the side.
It only became natural.
Therefore,
Only the supper is eaten and pierced.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
It always fights.
It became it in this way why.
Even if it thinks or it thinks
There is no cause from the solution.
What can you do now?
It suddenly noticed it.
It swore it in pure those days.
Important thing
It noticed it at time in the evening.
That every day
It has forgotten now.
I in those days.
The unshakable oath
Though it is not thought that it is
The loved thing with love.
Those days that were able to be said obediently
It so borrowed the solution and it dressed it.
Because it is us
You loved
You who was important
It is not the past again.
Let's do that it is important soon.
It was easy.
Your smile and the resentful look
All are anything the favor.
It is always too much in by the side.
It only became natural.
Therefore,
Only the supper is eaten and pierced.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
nostalgia
++ nostalgia ++
That scenery seen by two people
It was not believed that it changed at what time.
In the memory though it completely dyes to sepia
The desire at that time never fades.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
That scenery seen by two people
It was not believed that it changed at what time.
In the memory though it completely dyes to sepia
The desire at that time never fades.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
It was dirty city
++ It was dirty city ++
Inside in this town that becomes a little dirty
Boredom is played with.
Every day without purpose
It spends it why.
The yearned existence
It some day changes into the target.
Every day when it lived somehow
It became empty very much.
Though it is said that it will live in now
Though it was said that live in now
How should I do?
How should I live?
Seeming to have satisfied it
It really significant?
Existence that aims
Now though it seems to reach
Only to live is vain.
I who was dirty.
The obtained reality
Shape besides hoped thing
Having become a little dirty
It was me.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Inside in this town that becomes a little dirty
Boredom is played with.
Every day without purpose
It spends it why.
The yearned existence
It some day changes into the target.
Every day when it lived somehow
It became empty very much.
Though it is said that it will live in now
Though it was said that live in now
How should I do?
How should I live?
Seeming to have satisfied it
It really significant?
Existence that aims
Now though it seems to reach
Only to live is vain.
I who was dirty.
The obtained reality
Shape besides hoped thing
Having become a little dirty
It was me.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
little more
++ little more ++
I timid
It is not possible to come to like it.
That day at the time of which it was depressed.
Someone's voice because it is me cowardly
I wanted you to hear it.
Depressing
Every day when it gets depressed
Repeated those days
I who looked down cannot come to like it.
It shed tears and it spilt.
To your geniality
When noticing it
Even I am a mysterious degree.
The mind was made to dance.
If courageous a little more
If I was able to change a little more
Can it strengthen a little?
The sigh was lucky.
That day has already ended.
I do now.
Let's try to watch.
If courageous a little more
If I was able to change a little more
Can it strengthen a little?
If it was possible to become gentle a little more
If you were able to believe me a little more
It is possible to come to like it surely.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
I timid
It is not possible to come to like it.
That day at the time of which it was depressed.
Someone's voice because it is me cowardly
I wanted you to hear it.
Depressing
Every day when it gets depressed
Repeated those days
I who looked down cannot come to like it.
It shed tears and it spilt.
To your geniality
When noticing it
Even I am a mysterious degree.
The mind was made to dance.
If courageous a little more
If I was able to change a little more
Can it strengthen a little?
The sigh was lucky.
That day has already ended.
I do now.
Let's try to watch.
If courageous a little more
If I was able to change a little more
Can it strengthen a little?
If it was possible to become gentle a little more
If you were able to believe me a little more
It is possible to come to like it surely.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Isn't satisfied
++ Isn't satisfied ++
It is not possible to understand.
This time that is shouldered the dark, trembles, and waited for
It exists in the presence.
It is possible to judge it in all.
It lurked in the furnace afterwards.
There is a guidepost only in the dark.
Sound that hears faintly from among darkness
Feeling it is possible to strain one's ears and it can do nothing but look for.
No matter what I even hear or what it grips it
The voice is never raised even if convinced.
Moment that touched partial conviction of shadow
This bosom that is possible to be able to exist and was hidden
No matter what it is said by others
It is yourself foolish who walks on my road in.
Even if the phantom seen eyes reflects beautifully
It is not necessarily a correct answer like seeming natural.
The guidepost is seen in the interior of the mystery and the dark.
It is not necessarily a road that smoothing over saves.
I must want you to accept it the difference ..not fulfilling...
It is a little crossing if it confirms it.
When it is trifling if it confirms it
Even if it hides oneself still secretly now
When it is necessary to reach when it is necessary to find it
Such a wish comes into view surely.
Oneself has the feared thing.
Nature and fear have disappeared if noticing it.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
It is not possible to understand.
This time that is shouldered the dark, trembles, and waited for
It exists in the presence.
It is possible to judge it in all.
It lurked in the furnace afterwards.
There is a guidepost only in the dark.
Sound that hears faintly from among darkness
Feeling it is possible to strain one's ears and it can do nothing but look for.
No matter what I even hear or what it grips it
The voice is never raised even if convinced.
Moment that touched partial conviction of shadow
This bosom that is possible to be able to exist and was hidden
No matter what it is said by others
It is yourself foolish who walks on my road in.
Even if the phantom seen eyes reflects beautifully
It is not necessarily a correct answer like seeming natural.
The guidepost is seen in the interior of the mystery and the dark.
It is not necessarily a road that smoothing over saves.
I must want you to accept it the difference ..not fulfilling...
It is a little crossing if it confirms it.
When it is trifling if it confirms it
Even if it hides oneself still secretly now
When it is necessary to reach when it is necessary to find it
Such a wish comes into view surely.
Oneself has the feared thing.
Nature and fear have disappeared if noticing it.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
denial
++ denial ++
If you see from by the side
..thinking independently..
The answer surely.
It is very easy.
However, you
It is not possible to solve it though it does very.
The answer surely.
Though it has already gone out
I do not want only to admit.
I do not want only to believe.
It only refuses.
The pointed reality
Myself who cannot accept
If you admit
Though it is likely to be able to become easy
The more it thinks, the more
Becoming pitch-dark the presence.
I do not want only to admit.
I do not want only to believe.
It only refuses.
If you forget rather
Though it is likely to be able to become easy
Eyes are only averted.
Nothing is solved.
Such a thing is solution selfish
There is no method even if it rots.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
If you see from by the side
..thinking independently..
The answer surely.
It is very easy.
However, you
It is not possible to solve it though it does very.
The answer surely.
Though it has already gone out
I do not want only to admit.
I do not want only to believe.
It only refuses.
The pointed reality
Myself who cannot accept
If you admit
Though it is likely to be able to become easy
The more it thinks, the more
Becoming pitch-dark the presence.
I do not want only to admit.
I do not want only to believe.
It only refuses.
If you forget rather
Though it is likely to be able to become easy
Eyes are only averted.
Nothing is solved.
Such a thing is solution selfish
There is no method even if it rots.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
light
++ light ++
It looks up at starry sky.
The dream of imagining it
Opponent in that star
Original of this night sky
Some day ..this.. ..the wish..
It changes into two dream.
Night visited again
Jet-black darkness inside
I do not hear your voice.
Line light will before long.
To the way of the shooting star
It begins to shine on my desire.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
It looks up at starry sky.
The dream of imagining it
Opponent in that star
Original of this night sky
Some day ..this.. ..the wish..
It changes into two dream.
Night visited again
Jet-black darkness inside
I do not hear your voice.
Line light will before long.
To the way of the shooting star
It begins to shine on my desire.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
whisper
++ whisper ++
The silence visited again inside
To your pupil
What do you see?
It visits many times.
The glance in the dark previously
What do you see?
To shake off solitude
It is not possible even to run away.
It trembled.
However, it said at that time.
Only the whisper of you who is not a small word
It reaches my feelings.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
The silence visited again inside
To your pupil
What do you see?
It visits many times.
The glance in the dark previously
What do you see?
To shake off solitude
It is not possible even to run away.
It trembled.
However, it said at that time.
Only the whisper of you who is not a small word
It reaches my feelings.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
crescent
++ crescent ++
Nothing was said and it saw quietly.
No one sees.
It thought so.
No one notices it.
It felt it so.
It started somehow.
Nothing began to be reported.
Your with no words was seen.
Why safe
Time beyond bearing
Because it relies on you at such time
The outstretched hand at one time.
Because my mind was melted
The moment that is now is warm.
You who thought it is dear
Therefore, I want you to be there.
There like that day
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Nothing was said and it saw quietly.
No one sees.
It thought so.
No one notices it.
It felt it so.
It started somehow.
Nothing began to be reported.
Your with no words was seen.
Why safe
Time beyond bearing
Because it relies on you at such time
The outstretched hand at one time.
Because my mind was melted
The moment that is now is warm.
You who thought it is dear
Therefore, I want you to be there.
There like that day
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
bitter
++ bitter ++
A painful desire
It doesn't disappear indefinitely.
Someone's geniality
It became dear.
If the sun grows dark and it darkens
Even if you can conceal the expression
It doesn't disappear from the mind.
Even on such painful a night at times
Even if it is mortifying
The thrown thing cannot be done.
Such you
It doesn't want to be seen by someone.
In the thin endurance It does.
However, it is strong.
The impression was bitter.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
A painful desire
It doesn't disappear indefinitely.
Someone's geniality
It became dear.
If the sun grows dark and it darkens
Even if you can conceal the expression
It doesn't disappear from the mind.
Even on such painful a night at times
Even if it is mortifying
The thrown thing cannot be done.
Such you
It doesn't want to be seen by someone.
In the thin endurance It does.
However, it is strong.
The impression was bitter.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
receiver
++ receiver ++
The word alone that was not able to be said
Thing that says really
Like raised fist
In a fist that was higher
It is difficult to return it.
The vomited word
Even if you put the place
Because it does,
it becomes learning by experience,
and it remains
Though it becomes easy if you say
It quietly endures it the mind.
The word not said
Until changing into the word that should be said
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
The word alone that was not able to be said
Thing that says really
Like raised fist
In a fist that was higher
It is difficult to return it.
The vomited word
Even if you put the place
Because it does,
it becomes learning by experience,
and it remains
Though it becomes easy if you say
It quietly endures it the mind.
The word not said
Until changing into the word that should be said
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
exposes
++ exposes ++
Hazily ..this..
It revives many times and is painful.
When you visit you
It wants it in chain.
I want you not to shut it.
When you ask it
begins to disregard everything.
It says even times how many.
If you asked it
With tears concealed
Because only the truth is spoken
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Hazily ..this..
It revives many times and is painful.
When you visit you
It wants it in chain.
I want you not to shut it.
When you ask it
begins to disregard everything.
It says even times how many.
If you asked it
With tears concealed
Because only the truth is spoken
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
little
++ little ++
You yourself.
Though it is said small existence
You are very.
In big existence
However, you
It doesn't only notice.
And, for me
Very important existence
I.
You when it is important
When not thinking
You sincerely
When becoming unbelievable
The punishment that someone is big
Please give it to me.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
You yourself.
Though it is said small existence
You are very.
In big existence
However, you
It doesn't only notice.
And, for me
Very important existence
I.
You when it is important
When not thinking
You sincerely
When becoming unbelievable
The punishment that someone is big
Please give it to me.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
unpleasantness
++ unpleasantness ++
Because it asks
Please manage to say.
Can silence
It is ..solving... how it is uneasy
If you do not say anything
There is about what you do not think from the solution.
If it is unpleasant
Please say so.
From trivial existence
Trivial existence
Disliking it
Because it is still saved
It doesn't say.
It is not from the solution.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Because it asks
Please manage to say.
Can silence
It is ..solving... how it is uneasy
If you do not say anything
There is about what you do not think from the solution.
If it is unpleasant
Please say so.
From trivial existence
Trivial existence
Disliking it
Because it is still saved
It doesn't say.
It is not from the solution.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
however wants
++ however wants ++
heart
It placed in the different place
I doesn't want to lose you
Two of from when it might
Having become such a relation
As for anything, it cannot concentrate on the time away.
Only a bad presentiment floats on the head.
Even if it encounters and it exists together
You did not laugh.
The line of vision is a different somewhere place.
Where has the mind been put?
It comes to by the side because anything need not be said.
Even if comparison you's mind is away
As long as you can be felt
Besides,
nothing is hoped for.
Anything cannot be hoped for.
It doesn't care even if it is false
Than it becomes
not possible forever to meet
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
heart
It placed in the different place
I doesn't want to lose you
Two of from when it might
Having become such a relation
As for anything, it cannot concentrate on the time away.
Only a bad presentiment floats on the head.
Even if it encounters and it exists together
You did not laugh.
The line of vision is a different somewhere place.
Where has the mind been put?
It comes to by the side because anything need not be said.
Even if comparison you's mind is away
As long as you can be felt
Besides,
nothing is hoped for.
Anything cannot be hoped for.
It doesn't care even if it is false
Than it becomes
not possible forever to meet
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
was rescued
++ was rescued ++
Because you are gentle
Surely
It sacrifices oneself.
Rescued
In the geniality
Though it was saved many times
Because you are too gentle
Therefore, it has a pain in the chest.
Therefore, it is painful.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
Because you are gentle
Surely
It sacrifices oneself.
Rescued
In the geniality
Though it was saved many times
Because you are too gentle
Therefore, it has a pain in the chest.
Therefore, it is painful.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
time
++ time ++
You
Winter that not is
You who disappears suddenly
It was not possible to stop it.
At that time
Though it is not possible to return
You at that time are not forgotten.
Those days
Time ticked away together
Very much
It is likely to only have to wait.
Moreover,
That winter comes.
That time
Time that two people passed
The word that was not able to be said at that time also
I think that it can say now.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
You
Winter that not is
You who disappears suddenly
It was not possible to stop it.
At that time
Though it is not possible to return
You at that time are not forgotten.
Those days
Time ticked away together
Very much
It is likely to only have to wait.
Moreover,
That winter comes.
That time
Time that two people passed
The word that was not able to be said at that time also
I think that it can say now.
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
favorite person
++ favorite person ++
To a natural way up to now
This place that has been spent
To your reactive each one
It has fluctuated between hopes and fears.
Becoming separate
Though it is very sad
No squids of it is because of whom.
They want to embarrass and no squids.
When thinking that it becomes impossible to have seen any longer
It becomes lonely feelings.
It is said that it is a lie and though it is desirous
If you decided it
It accepts.
Person of favorite goodbye
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
To a natural way up to now
This place that has been spent
To your reactive each one
It has fluctuated between hopes and fears.
Becoming separate
Though it is very sad
No squids of it is because of whom.
They want to embarrass and no squids.
When thinking that it becomes impossible to have seen any longer
It becomes lonely feelings.
It is said that it is a lie and though it is desirous
If you decided it
It accepts.
Person of favorite goodbye
あんばらんすぅ unbalanceu
11.07.2009
place
++ place ++
If spring comes, cherry blossoms are in full bloom.
We are watched indefinitely.
After it separates from you
It doesn't change for a long time.
The thing with a sad happy thing also
It has sent it in this place.
The world where it lives is different now.
It is not in the distance where it cannot walk.
Memory of every day of laughing each other
It was comforted each other every day.
It sometimes recalls it.
Especially, the thing when it walks with you
Trees that colored in red are looked at.
We who began to walk slowly
The season changes.
Scenery must change.
Every day spent in this place
A road advanced of us is mistaking.
Place watched for a long time
I
even by degrees how many no matter it is what.
It can reach here at last.
This road me to it at one time.
Because it is thought that it leads
If spring comes, cherry blossoms are in full bloom.
We are watched indefinitely.
After it separates from you
It doesn't change for a long time.
The thing with a sad happy thing also
It has sent it in this place.
The world where it lives is different now.
It is not in the distance where it cannot walk.
Memory of every day of laughing each other
It was comforted each other every day.
It sometimes recalls it.
Especially, the thing when it walks with you
Trees that colored in red are looked at.
We who began to walk slowly
The season changes.
Scenery must change.
Every day spent in this place
A road advanced of us is mistaking.
Place watched for a long time
I
even by degrees how many no matter it is what.
It can reach here at last.
This road me to it at one time.
Because it is thought that it leads
empty in autumn
++ empty in autumn ++
When the cosmos blooms
There was meeting you.
When it is a favorite flower
You said so.
The sunlight of spring is received.
We minds were made to leap, too.
So that it is possible to think so
The by the side of me
The smile at which you laugh
It thinks because it stares into vacant space.
does the grumble to the cloud of summer.
By the mutter so
Even my feelings
It sees through and it bids farewell to it.
And, your appearance :.
Much other side from it
It.
To the way of the autumnal sky
This desire
The mind also far gets cold.
It.
To the way of the wind of winter.
That....empty.. drinking.. ..floatage.. distance of
Even if the mind of two people parts
It begins to think.
The cosmos flower
Every time it blooms.
When the cosmos blooms
There was meeting you.
When it is a favorite flower
You said so.
The sunlight of spring is received.
We minds were made to leap, too.
So that it is possible to think so
The by the side of me
The smile at which you laugh
It thinks because it stares into vacant space.
does the grumble to the cloud of summer.
By the mutter so
Even my feelings
It sees through and it bids farewell to it.
And, your appearance :.
Much other side from it
It.
To the way of the autumnal sky
This desire
The mind also far gets cold.
It.
To the way of the wind of winter.
That....empty.. drinking.. ..floatage.. distance of
Even if the mind of two people parts
It begins to think.
The cosmos flower
Every time it blooms.
cherry blossoms
++ cherry blossoms ++
A beautiful appearance is glittering momentarily.
Ka will connect the scattering truth before long.
Appearance that greets these eyes of me
Appearance that has been seen up to now
Not the current noticing either
I think coming into view dimly.
This place visited again
Thing that had been seen up to now
It has not seen it up to now.
Faintly, it comes that they are some solutions.
Scenery looked at at what time
The petal of cherry blossoms stops on your head.
The appearance to scatter and to go
It is sad somewhere.
It is easy why.
To your way
A beautiful appearance is glittering momentarily.
Ka will connect the scattering truth before long.
Appearance that greets these eyes of me
Appearance that has been seen up to now
Not the current noticing either
I think coming into view dimly.
This place visited again
Thing that had been seen up to now
It has not seen it up to now.
Faintly, it comes that they are some solutions.
Scenery looked at at what time
The petal of cherry blossoms stops on your head.
The appearance to scatter and to go
It is sad somewhere.
It is easy why.
To your way
two
++ two ++
Even if it leaves far
Even if it speaks no word
The intention
reaches about why it is.
If you are nearby,
the feelings become quiet.
It wants to live together forever.
Even if far away
It can borrow the solution why each other.
Even if you do not talk about any word
The intention reaches why.
Only you are in by the side.
The mind is relieved why.
In the same place indefinitely
When it is possible to live, it is good.
Even if it leaves far
Even if it speaks no word
The intention
reaches about why it is.
If you are nearby,
the feelings become quiet.
It wants to live together forever.
Even if far away
It can borrow the solution why each other.
Even if you do not talk about any word
The intention reaches why.
Only you are in by the side.
The mind is relieved why.
In the same place indefinitely
When it is possible to live, it is good.
distance
++ distance ++
No matter how it runs
It is not possible to catch up.
Your back figure
It disappears in the snowstorm.
No matter how you run after
The distance doesn't contract.
Even even if you advance ten steps
You ten steps are previously.
Look at the phantom.
No matter how it runs
It is not possible to catch up.
Your back figure
It disappears in the snowstorm.
No matter how you run after
The distance doesn't contract.
Even even if you advance ten steps
You ten steps are previously.
Look at the phantom.
without
++ without ++
If you reach it
It seems to reach immediately.
What time is it?
It floats much on the sky.
Desire of that seems to be forgotten
Feelings that have been spent are on the clouds.
Feelings that forget at what time
If it strains one's ears
The heard scenery
It forgot.
Nostalgic desire
While making summer smelt
Though it is necessary to have repeated many times
I do not want must to lose it at what time.
The corner of the memory is good.
Please without forgetting
If you reach it
It seems to reach immediately.
What time is it?
It floats much on the sky.
Desire of that seems to be forgotten
Feelings that have been spent are on the clouds.
Feelings that forget at what time
If it strains one's ears
The heard scenery
It forgot.
Nostalgic desire
While making summer smelt
Though it is necessary to have repeated many times
I do not want must to lose it at what time.
The corner of the memory is good.
Please without forgetting
spring
++ spring ++
Convenient reason
Only the lie ‥
Though it expected somehow
However, solution selfish
so much
It is a separation
..not waiting.. as for the visit of spring.
Sadness also
Lonely feelings also
If spring comes
It is forgotten surely.
Convenient reason
Only the lie ‥
Though it expected somehow
However, solution selfish
so much
It is a separation
..not waiting.. as for the visit of spring.
Sadness also
Lonely feelings also
If spring comes
It is forgotten surely.
view
++ view ++
Packed train inside
The body is left to the shake in spiritlessness.
The usual tedious start during a day
Scenery outside window
Scenery to which it gets tired of seeing
Place that always passes
Station always gotten off
If you will not change something
It cannot know whether it is the state as it is all its life.
Let's start from tomorrow.
It might surely be the same tomorrow even if it thinks so.
Face seen every day
All same expressions
Scenery outside window
Scenery to which it gets tired of seeing
Sometimes
Time seems to stop.
Even if I am not tomorrow
The same scenery will be repeated.
Packed train inside
The body is left to the shake in spiritlessness.
The usual tedious start during a day
Scenery outside window
Scenery to which it gets tired of seeing
Place that always passes
Station always gotten off
If you will not change something
It cannot know whether it is the state as it is all its life.
Let's start from tomorrow.
It might surely be the same tomorrow even if it thinks so.
Face seen every day
All same expressions
Scenery outside window
Scenery to which it gets tired of seeing
Sometimes
Time seems to stop.
Even if I am not tomorrow
The same scenery will be repeated.
important person
++ important person ++
Even if it compares and this body is damaged
Even if it compares and this world ends
Important thing that loses
Space where you are
The scenery that you saw also
This room spent with you also
Thing with all important story of you
Even if it compares and it is disliked
Even if you lose the comparison anything else
Important person who doesn't want to lose
Even if it compares and this body is damaged
Even if it compares and this world ends
Important thing that loses
Space where you are
The scenery that you saw also
This room spent with you also
Thing with all important story of you
Even if it compares and it is disliked
Even if you lose the comparison anything else
Important person who doesn't want to lose
excusing
++ excusing ++
When clarifying
Then, in the end aspect
A relation not clear
It seems to be agreeable.
However, you cowardly
Dare in thinking so
A relation not clear
It did not destroy it.
You who doesn't have confidence
Excuse to deceive
Still now
Only at this vague time
It wishes that it continue long.
When clarifying
Then, because it seems to end
When clarifying
Then, in the end aspect
A relation not clear
It seems to be agreeable.
However, you cowardly
Dare in thinking so
A relation not clear
It did not destroy it.
You who doesn't have confidence
Excuse to deceive
Still now
Only at this vague time
It wishes that it continue long.
When clarifying
Then, because it seems to end
canned
++ canned ++
It lost it somewhere.
Canned food with which hope is blocked
When opening it by two some time
That summer pledged each other
From the window of the train
Light on poured day
By a little dazzling
It is just pleasant.
It got off the station.
The travel of the stopover
You one are left.
It is not possible to go.
Does tomorrow come?
Do it become later ten years?
It : to me.
Even you might not have from the solution either.
It takes a breather here.
Even only the excuse
A cool relation
It was able to be thought for a long time that it was Massey.
Even if you grumble at times
Being possible to dispute is also happy.
Occasionally because it is also good
I only want you to be in by the side.
..a certain day.. coincidence
Canned food of having lost it
Every day without such another love
It is likely to be found.
It lost it somewhere.
Canned food with which hope is blocked
When opening it by two some time
Day of that summer pledged each other
It lost it somewhere.
Canned food with which hope is blocked
When opening it by two some time
That summer pledged each other
From the window of the train
Light on poured day
By a little dazzling
It is just pleasant.
It got off the station.
The travel of the stopover
You one are left.
It is not possible to go.
Does tomorrow come?
Do it become later ten years?
It : to me.
Even you might not have from the solution either.
It takes a breather here.
Even only the excuse
A cool relation
It was able to be thought for a long time that it was Massey.
Even if you grumble at times
Being possible to dispute is also happy.
Occasionally because it is also good
I only want you to be in by the side.
..a certain day.. coincidence
Canned food of having lost it
Every day without such another love
It is likely to be found.
It lost it somewhere.
Canned food with which hope is blocked
When opening it by two some time
Day of that summer pledged each other
It seems to be me
++ It seems to be me ++.
I seem to be me.
It is easy.
It is difficult.
I seem to be me.
It is very.
It is a difficult thing.
If you compromise
Though it is possible to become easy
It breathes deeply.
It thought a little.
Such dexterous
The way of life
It doesn't seem to be me.
I seem to be me.
It is easy.
It is difficult.
I seem to be me.
It is very.
It is a difficult thing.
If you compromise
Though it is possible to become easy
It breathes deeply.
It thought a little.
Such dexterous
The way of life
It doesn't seem to be me.
other side
++ other side ++
What desire
Am it being turned by me?
Be uneasy and in uneasiness
Still,
Only in my believing
The answer
Deriving
It is not possible to do.
I wanted to confirm it.
Whose mind also
Solution under the skin
Still,
The road is only in the belief.
Space of cloud
Only the light inserted a little
The answer really wanting it
It is likely to teach.
What desire
Am it being turned by me?
Be uneasy and in uneasiness
Still,
Only in my believing
The answer
Deriving
It is not possible to do.
I wanted to confirm it.
Whose mind also
Solution under the skin
Still,
The road is only in the belief.
Space of cloud
Only the light inserted a little
The answer really wanting it
It is likely to teach.
Reach
++ Reach ++.
Safe
The loneliness
Because it reaches surely
Even if it is painful
The sadness
It doesn't uselessly become it surely.
Safe
The shout
Because it reaches surely
Safe
The loneliness
Because it reaches surely
Even if it is painful
The sadness
It doesn't uselessly become it surely.
Safe
The shout
Because it reaches surely
slowly
++ slowly ++
Requested what
Yesterday
Desert you.
Hoped what
It by being for myself
Because I am afflicted
It was requested.
Yesterday
Carry you out.
It was hoped.
Pains of me are divided.
Defend excluding me.
In the interstice
It becomes impossible to breathe.
It is likely to struggle.
To the interstice
When I exist
There is a thought thing.
There is previously ..that.. the future.
If there is past before that
I who is now also
Moreover, one shape.
Thinking about it
If you afflict me
It is stopped to reconsider.
Without thinking
It bends one's steps quietly now.
To my present self's the state as it is
And,
Isn't it good?
Requested what
Yesterday
Desert you.
Hoped what
It by being for myself
Because I am afflicted
It was requested.
Yesterday
Carry you out.
It was hoped.
Pains of me are divided.
Defend excluding me.
In the interstice
It becomes impossible to breathe.
It is likely to struggle.
To the interstice
When I exist
There is a thought thing.
There is previously ..that.. the future.
If there is past before that
I who is now also
Moreover, one shape.
Thinking about it
If you afflict me
It is stopped to reconsider.
Without thinking
It bends one's steps quietly now.
To my present self's the state as it is
And,
Isn't it good?
shines
++ shines ++
Ordinary story
Interpretation that is twist it
The color of me some day
It merges in surroundings.
The overflowing desire
It pushed in and it shut it.
It was arranged in an orderly manner.
Like finishing the role
Such a way of life
It is not a translation to be done.
Like finishing the role
Broken toy
I am seen.
It is painful and mortifying.
It rolls in the corner of a room.
It lonesomely lies.
When it is decorated
Though it is painful
Even the existence is forgotten.
Though it shouts in the trembling voice
The desire that began to overflow also
It runs idle now.
The spoken word fades away.
A hollow expression
The shine is lost.
Turning ahead is also painful.
Ordinary story
Interpretation that is twist it
The color of me some day
It merges in surroundings.
The overflowing desire
It pushed in and it shut it.
It was arranged in an orderly manner.
Like finishing the role
Such a way of life
It is not a translation to be done.
Like finishing the role
Broken toy
I am seen.
It is painful and mortifying.
It rolls in the corner of a room.
It lonesomely lies.
When it is decorated
Though it is painful
Even the existence is forgotten.
Though it shouts in the trembling voice
The desire that began to overflow also
It runs idle now.
The spoken word fades away.
A hollow expression
The shine is lost.
Turning ahead is also painful.
lie
++ lie ++
The distorted desire
To forget
Moreover, it told a lie by one.
Dishonest feelings held in belly
Even I dislike it.
While ..forced smile.. floating it
Daily life when it grew dim
Moreover, one lie is piled up.
The distorted desire
To deceive
Moreover, it told a lie by one.
The distorted desire
To forget
Moreover, it told a lie by one.
Dishonest feelings held in belly
Even I dislike it.
While ..forced smile.. floating it
Daily life when it grew dim
Moreover, one lie is piled up.
The distorted desire
To deceive
Moreover, it told a lie by one.
casket
++ casket ++
Fulfilling already
It was not thought that it was.
It wished to the star at one time.
This transient dream
Room where light was erased
The moonlight streams.
The hand is quietly held up.
Confirm it.
It sleeps in the bottom of the mind.
When peeping at the casket
The story : on the last page.
Though it is necessary to have stopped
It changes to the mirror that moves to the wall.
Appearance of two shadow two
Though it might be painful
Life that starts again in the future
The confirmed contents
It might be steep.
However, let's believe.
Let's accept everything.
Only the reality that is here
Because it changes in the truth
And, now.
It slips out the casket.
With the voice of blessing
The church bell echos.
Fulfilling already
It was not thought that it was.
It wished to the star at one time.
This transient dream
Room where light was erased
The moonlight streams.
The hand is quietly held up.
Confirm it.
It sleeps in the bottom of the mind.
When peeping at the casket
The story : on the last page.
Though it is necessary to have stopped
It changes to the mirror that moves to the wall.
Appearance of two shadow two
Though it might be painful
Life that starts again in the future
The confirmed contents
It might be steep.
However, let's believe.
Let's accept everything.
Only the reality that is here
Because it changes in the truth
And, now.
It slips out the casket.
With the voice of blessing
The church bell echos.
goodbye
++ goodbye ++
Time passes as it is.
It has been thought that anything doesn't change.
Everyone changes.
Toward ahead.
Want to be together and indefinitely
It is not fulfilled.
Time passes as it is.
It has been thought that anything doesn't change.
Everyone changes.
Toward ahead.
Want to be together and indefinitely
It is not fulfilled.
corridor
++ corridor ++
When you hear the parting salutation
It seemed to end about this world.
Every day of spending with you
It recalled and tears spilt.
The always gentle smile
I was happy ‥.
At the center of the intersection
It searched for the place to go.
From the tip of a finger
You's face was seen.
That bridge where it often walked two people
It passes still sometimes.
Though those days are recalled
It doesn't always look down.
The road where I walk is a corridor.
Nothing is decided for myself.
At the center of the intersection
It searched for the place to go.
My place to go this time
You may teach ‥ Foolishness.
When you hear the parting salutation
It seemed to end about this world.
Every day of spending with you
It recalled and tears spilt.
The always gentle smile
I was happy ‥.
At the center of the intersection
It searched for the place to go.
From the tip of a finger
You's face was seen.
That bridge where it often walked two people
It passes still sometimes.
Though those days are recalled
It doesn't always look down.
The road where I walk is a corridor.
Nothing is decided for myself.
At the center of the intersection
It searched for the place to go.
My place to go this time
You may teach ‥ Foolishness.
boy's wind
++ boy's wind ++
Is my voice carried from this place?
Until time etc. when it can encounter it again for the night of no sleep
However, a certain thing mind alone doesn't become interrupted.
I with whom suffering because of not making it to desire going out is filled
Until becoming a wind transiently and ..desire.. intensely
Until catching lightning in a bottle some time
Surely like the boy somewhere of the night some time
To my far promised way to get
I want to leave wind immediate this it that will blow tomorrow.
Then, intense is not understood that much ..no crime it...
By amazed in feelings of the development
Until catching lightning in a bottle somewhere of the night
I think the mind for the encounter again in now.
Meet in the shining town.
Until becoming a wind transiently and ..desire.. intensely
Until catching lightning in a bottle it is a day in what time
Boy's wind
It doesn't forget at what time ….
Is my voice carried from this place?
Until time etc. when it can encounter it again for the night of no sleep
However, a certain thing mind alone doesn't become interrupted.
I with whom suffering because of not making it to desire going out is filled
Until becoming a wind transiently and ..desire.. intensely
Until catching lightning in a bottle some time
Surely like the boy somewhere of the night some time
To my far promised way to get
I want to leave wind immediate this it that will blow tomorrow.
Then, intense is not understood that much ..no crime it...
By amazed in feelings of the development
Until catching lightning in a bottle somewhere of the night
I think the mind for the encounter again in now.
Meet in the shining town.
Until becoming a wind transiently and ..desire.. intensely
Until catching lightning in a bottle it is a day in what time
Boy's wind
It doesn't forget at what time ….
chain
++ chain ++
It is a quite unpleasant world.
What hesitates.
I became disgusted.
You may become it very.
The word that says is grasped.
Sarcasm is said and endured.
I do not want to become a guy who cools.
It disappears in congestion.
It is in a hurry without making it to what.
There will not be an amusing thing.
Someone, please unchain it.
There is not thinking independently.
I do not want to become a robot.
I do not want to become fellows' toys.
It is a quite cruel world.
Please someone must unchain and shoot it.
It is a quite unpleasant world.
What hesitates.
I became disgusted.
You may become it very.
The word that says is grasped.
Sarcasm is said and endured.
I do not want to become a guy who cools.
It disappears in congestion.
It is in a hurry without making it to what.
There will not be an amusing thing.
Someone, please unchain it.
There is not thinking independently.
I do not want to become a robot.
I do not want to become fellows' toys.
It is a quite cruel world.
Please someone must unchain and shoot it.
In the end
++ In the end ++
The selfishness of me who has come up to now also
It seems to be silly somehow now.
The unity of the companion who has come up to now also
Feeling now that has weakened somehow
The thing alone not done
Me who came
We who happily spent it also
The refuge disappears gradually.
It meets after an interval of years how many.
Even if you ..reminiscence.. discourse
It doesn't go in those days.
We has grown up.
It has come up to now.
I do not change.
Without regimenting me
I want to believe the dream for a long time.
The selfishness of me who has come up to now also
It seems to be silly somehow now.
The unity of the companion who has come up to now also
Feeling now that has weakened somehow
The thing alone not done
Me who came
We who happily spent it also
The refuge disappears gradually.
It meets after an interval of years how many.
Even if you ..reminiscence.. discourse
It doesn't go in those days.
We has grown up.
It has come up to now.
I do not change.
Without regimenting me
I want to believe the dream for a long time.
silence
++ silence ++
It doesn't have whereabouts anywhere either.
Truth and false without meaning
Nobody can say.
It is told by nobody.
Closed room
Opponent in borderline
The put intention
Opponent of the door
It is not someone's word.
I want to hear your voice.
Shoreless loneliness
It merges in the ego.
And, the soul is wrapped in the shine.
It disappears in the dark.
It doesn't have whereabouts anywhere either.
Truth and false without meaning
Nobody can say.
It is told by nobody.
Closed room
Opponent in borderline
The put intention
Opponent of the door
It is not someone's word.
I want to hear your voice.
Shoreless loneliness
It merges in the ego.
And, the soul is wrapped in the shine.
It disappears in the dark.
walk
++ walk ++
A faint memory was retraced and it began to walk.
There was slightly hope there, too.
However, the dead end arriving ahead ‥.
It was not possible to do kneeling this year.
A faint memory was retraced and it began to walk.
There was slightly hope there, too.
However, the dead end arriving ahead ‥.
It was not possible to do kneeling this year.
eyes
++ eyes ++
Observed every day
Eyes that watch me
Moreover, eyes that see here.
Sadly
Is anything appealed?
It is seen on innumerable eyes.
Eyes poured from various angles
There ..there..
Disgust etc. are passed.
I feel even fear.
You were done in such a way.
Is it revenge on fellows?
About what on earth do you think?
Is it an attack to a thing different from me?
The eyes increase the number gradually.
The watched object is sought.
Observed every day
Eyes that watch me
Moreover, eyes that see here.
Sadly
Is anything appealed?
It is seen on innumerable eyes.
Eyes poured from various angles
There ..there..
Disgust etc. are passed.
I feel even fear.
You were done in such a way.
Is it revenge on fellows?
About what on earth do you think?
Is it an attack to a thing different from me?
The eyes increase the number gradually.
The watched object is sought.
foolery
++ foolery ++
As long as it escapes there
The ideal cannot be achieved.
Fruits that foolishness dropped
What you dropped
Even if you advance like inertia
Fruits of the truth are not found.
It is missed to have to harvest.
It runs away from the thing that should be done.
Foolish person
It looks back on the back and all.
As a result
It is understood.
Foolishness is myself.
There was an ineptitude in me.
As long as it escapes there
The ideal cannot be achieved.
Fruits that foolishness dropped
What you dropped
Even if you advance like inertia
Fruits of the truth are not found.
It is missed to have to harvest.
It runs away from the thing that should be done.
Foolish person
It looks back on the back and all.
As a result
It is understood.
Foolishness is myself.
There was an ineptitude in me.
11.02.2009
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